Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Admitting Defeat

Today is Cycle Day 1.

I'm honestly not surprised. I started spotting yesterday, so I knew it was coming.

I've never cried over a cycle before, but when I first started spotting yesterday, a few tears fell.

I just had so much hope this cycle. The chance of being able to tell our families in person made me really think that this cycle was the one. I guess it would have been too perfect.

I have an appointment with Dr. B on Thursday. I'm expecting to get the results of Keegan's SA then, and I suppose we'll discuss our next steps. I don't know how much more of the "infertility workup" we have left, so I honestly don't know what else to expect from Thursday's appointment.

I'm so sorry this post is such a downer. I try to not let failed cycles get to me, but this one has. Thank you so so so much to all of you for the support. I don't know what I'd do with out you ladies. <3

7 comments:

  1. I am sorry, hun! I hope that the appointment sets you in a new direction. Thinking of you!

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  2. I'm so sorry. I hate that this wasn't your cycle :( Thinking of you and sending lots of vibes for a great appointment on Thursday. Hugs!

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    1. Thank you so much for your sweet words <3

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  3. I'm sorry. Sending lots of hugs your way!

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    1. Thanks for the hugs! I just started reading your blog and I'm loving it!

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  4. just keep swimming just keep swimming
    <3
    hang in there sweet girl

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  5. I am so sorry. I have cried over so many cycles. I hope you get answers soon and I hope that baby is just waiting in the wings for you.

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